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Read the one before this or you so won't know what is going on!
Ok... I am back and it was only like eight minutes that I have been away. Let me figure out where I was on my tangent...
So anyway, I mean, I like Collin and all, but one, I don't know if I will ever see him again... :( and two, I really don't know if he is dating Melia or just taking her to Prom because his best friend is dating her best friend. You know what I mean? I am just so confused on what I should do, and it is this I want advice on. It mamkes me kind of sad to think about and today isn't a day I should be aad, although the musical is over. I really would like advice from Karen, and other people right now who know Collin, you know. And don't say I should just come out and tell him, do you know how weird that would be? I wouldn't have a clue what to say, it probably come out something like... "Collin, I know you are taking Melia to Prom, but you know, I like you. I have feelings for you..." And he would stare at me and not know what to say... I would then feel really dumb and walk away.
Ok, yeah, I think I am done now, oh, except...
I HAVE TWO WEEKS TO CATCH UP IN ALL OF MY HOMEWORK FOR THE MUSICAL. ONE ACTS START THEN, AND I WILL BE LIKE... MY GOD... AGAIN!!! So sypathize for me!!!
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Musical is over... so sad. But on better terms, I am having a friendly relationship with Jeff UPtopn... XD So awesome. Next to that, I am also on friednly terms, with Andrew Thiessen, XD another thing to make me happy. Weird thing, I am in a skirt today, who would figure? Not me! Actually I did it because I wanted to surprise my friends today, and well, it worked. I have only had one person say that I should be wearing pants, and it was Mike, so go figure. Most people think I look pretty, I don't know why. Someone tell me. I actually felt like being dressy, and I was going to wear the dress I wore for my cousins wedding, but, I really hate that dress, and its ugly, so I dr5tess decided to grab my only skrit and throw it on... so yeah, here I am.
At red's as Karen said, we gave Jessica two baskets of fries and she drew us each a picture. The picture she drew of I was in my hat; it is sooo awesome, I wish I had it so I could scan it in for you all to see, but anyway, on the side of it, she wrote, "Heather: who wears a lot of neat hats." I was like "YES! OMG! JESSICA I LOVE YOU!!!" Then I ran over and gave her a big hug! Go figure, again, right?
So anyway, another person I am on good terms with, besides my friends, COllin Clements. So totally cute. No one tell him I said that, although, I constantly told him that during the musical. It's sad, really, I don't know when the next time I will see him. :( But oh well, he has the cutest wink ever XD!!! It is like, to die for.
COntinuing on, I totally lost my train of thought and where I was going with the whole, three guys I like thing. I can't remember, there was a point I was going to make with it, I guess I will blab on until I remember what it was.
Back to the musical...
There was a scene, second to last if you all don't know, where I walked to the other side of the stage behind the back trav. and normally when I was over there, I talked to Carl and Thomas Eddy, another really cute boy, but just a friend you know. After Thomas' G/F went on stage, Thomas and Carl would hit on each other. It was soo entertaining, man, Carl has come so far. I am so proud of him! Anyway, yeah, Kat came to one of the shows, Carl's Girlfriend. I was so happy, she's really nice. I didn't want to hit on him as much as I normally do with her around. And then, after another show, when we went to Red's I had to be cautious about hitting on him again because his family was there, but MIke had fun hitting on him too. Lol! Sorry Karen, I love you, but it was on Saturday when you and Quinn had to leave early... :( THat ride home was soo awekward though. I called my mom to give Mike and I a ride, and MY FRICKEN GOD!!! My mom listen's to country, not the greatest stuff to listen to with Mike in the car. We started talkeding about food, and after the conversation was over, it was silent all the way to his house. I just wanted to throw my mom's radio out the window. I mean, yeah, I listen to country occasionally, but I really don't like it. I listen to it in the car so my mom doesn't bitch at me when I turn something good on. I hate parent's when they are like that.
Oh yeah, I so remembered the guy thing I wanted to put in here.
I don't know why, but when I was talking with Carl on Sunbday, and we were eating at the BBQ, and I was talking to him and he wanted Thomas to sit next to him, and I was like "Okay. I want COllin to sit in front of us." He looked at me and was all like,. "You like him don't you?" I said "yes" of course, but I really wasn't paying attention. Then I learned the most disheartful news, he's taking Melia to prom. WHich isn't the thing that bothered me, what bothered me was he is another senior I fell for. Him anbd Jeff, I mean yeah, Andrew is my age, but I don't think I will ever have a chance with him. He's so hott though. XD SO here's my thing, if anyone can answer it please help me, why do I always fall for guys odler then me, or guys that are extremely popular, and that I would never have a chance with? I just don't get it. I set myself up for failure everytime. Bell rang, I got to go... so... yeah!
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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
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Love | Created by jourdan and taken 33 times on bzoink! | | Do you have special feelings for anyone? | Yes! | | If you do, what is there name? | Andrew | | What do you like about this person? | His hair, and his body, he's so sexy, and so sweet. His personality is so great, OMG! | | Name three things you two have in common. | We like tech work, we think a lot of the actors at the school are annoying, we are really into baggy clothes! | | What is your favorite color? | Black/red/blue/green | | What is your special sum1's favorite color? | Blue | | Where do you usually see this person? | Tech work/class... during shcool! | | If you could go anywhere with this person, where would you go? | Probably to the beach, or some place like that, maybe to a movie! | | Do you have fun with this person? | Yes. Tech work is the greatest! | | Do you see yourself getting married with this person? | I don't look that far in the future. I would like to go out with him though! | | What is one word to describe how you feel about this sum1? | I don't know, I guess, giddy. Whenever we are together, i get rather giddy, and happy. | | on a scale of 1-100, what rating would you give this person? | There is no number high enough to describe this person, ask Mike and Quinn... He's a god! | | Do you feel like you could be with this person for the rest of your life? | Yet again. I don't know! | | Do you want to have kids with this person? | No, I don't want to have kids at all... :p | | Do you plan on asking this person to marry you anytime soon? | No, I plan on asking him out, or to a movie or something like that some time soon though! | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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About Me Personality Quiz | Created by jeffq1985 and taken 52541 times on bzoink! | | What is your name? | Heather | | How old are you? | 16 | | When is your Birthday? | May 27th | | What is your zodiac sign? | Gemini | | Where were you born? | Hilsboro Oregon | | Where do you live now? | Same fucking place! | | What color eyes do you have? | Normally blue, they tend to change though! | | What color hair do you have? | Brown. | | How tall are you? | 5'6-ish! | | How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies) | Well, around 150, not too much, bout right if you ask me! | | What is your race? | I am caucasion! Go figure! | | What is your worst fear? | Being rejected, by my friends, it makes me sad, and then I get depressed, and then... yeah... | | Do you smoke? | Nope! | | Do you drink? | Sometimes/I have before! | | Do you cuss? | All the time! | | Do you use drugs? | Nope! | | Have you ever or will you ever steal? | Nope! | | Are you dependable and/or trustworthy? | People say I am. I really don't know though! | | Do you play in a band or play an instrument? | I can pluck on a Piano, that's about it! | | Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? | My ears are peirced, slol! But nothing too major, and no tatoo's. | | If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be? | Elizabeth Bathory. She's been my favorite for a long time! | | Do you suffer from depression disorder? | My sis's shrink said yes, I say no! Take your pic! | | If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be? | Getting mauled by a lion! | | Have you ever tried to commit suicide? | No, but I have thought about it. I was really depressed at the time! | | Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else? | Yes, don't ask why, it's a long story! | | What subculture do you belong too? | I don't get it. I am from england, and ireland, and germany, and wherever the Ducth are from! | | Are you evil? | I have been told so, I think so! I like being evil! | | Do you believe that you can be possesed? | Actually, yes. I do believe the spirits of the other plain can inhabit human bodies, and take control over them! | | Are you a paranoid person? | No, not really. I get sad easily though. | | Do you ever get jealous of somebody else? | Yes, actually. I was earlier today, but nothing too big! | | Are you obsessive and/or compulsive? | No! | | Are you a violent person? | Sometimes, I like to bite people. I left bruises on one of my friends.... Ooopppsss ;) | | Do you take your anger out on other people? | No, normally walls or pillows! | | Do you blame other people for your mistakes? | I tend to accept my mistakes when I make them! | | What is your favorite game? | I don't have one. I like to tease people though... is that a game? | | What is your favorite movie? | Rose Red! | | Who is your favorite band? | I tend to listen to soundtracks of old movies, so I really don't have one. If I had to choose it would be Rob Zombie though, or Him! | | What is your favorite song? | Music of the Night from The Phantom of the Opera! | | What kind of books and/or magazines do you read? | Horror, mainly. I write them too! | | What is your favorite color? | Black/red/blue/green | | What is your favorite food? | I don't have one, I like cheesecake though! | | What is your favorite drink? | Lemonade! | | Do you own a pari of converse? | If I knew what those were I would tell you! | | Do you own a pair of dickies? | Ummm... I don't think so! | | Would you ever kill yourself or someone else? | I have thought about it, I have never actually carried either plans out! | | Are you a virgin? | Yes I am!!!!! | | Are you kinky? | I don't know, actually, that's normally something a guy would decide! | | Do you like biting? | Yes, I left bruises on someone, and I can draw blood, but its not really nice to do so! | | Do you masturbate? | Ummm... even if I did, I would post it here... why!?!? | | Do you watch pornography? | NOpe! | | Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color? | Nope! My mom won't let me! | | Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way? | Nope! | | Are you hyper active person? | Sometimes, not normally. | | Are you religious? | Nope, I actually hat emost religions. | | Do you have any self inflicted scars? | One or two, not many though! | | Does pain turn you on? | Again, not something I would actually answer out loud, on the internet! | | Do you stand for originality and creativity? | Yes! I think to follow the crowd is totally gay! | | Do you like meeting new people? | Soemtimes... it gets kinda annoying after a while! | | What do you like most about life? | My friends, without them, life would be meaningless! | | What do you dislike most about life? | A lot of shit, depression mainly. I hate it, when I am depressed, I wish everything would just go away! | | Do you believe in love at first fright? | Yes! Totally! | | Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? | Nope! Don't plan to, do you realize how much that would hurt? | | Have you ever had to beg for dinner money? | no! I am quite poroud of the fact, actually! | | Do you own a car? | I will soon. | | Have you been to jail, yet? | Only to visit someone... shhh!!! | | Are your clothes held together with safety pins? | No, never have been, I don't really like the whole safety pin look! | | Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows? | Never really been to one. | | Have you ever vomit while making out? | NO... EW... | | Have you held a job for less than a day? | Nope, I have only had two jobs too... GO ME!!! | | Do you own more than two pair of jeans? | No, actually, I only own two pair's of jeans. | | Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason? | Yes! Especially for my brothers, man they are sooo fucking annoying! | | Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house? | Nope, my mom can't get me out, I am only 16!!! Still a minor! Ha! | | Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude? | Nope! | | Does the world piss you off? | All the time! | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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IMPORTANT!
***No matter what Quinn says, I am not obsessive, and I don't stalk our stage manager, although, he is really hot. Lol!***
Anyway, opening for the play went ok, I guess. We made a few mistakes, some were actually kinda funny... slol! But yeah, second show, we only had two mistakes, nothing really big, except this loud crash on the stage that was totally Mike's fault. Not really, we weren't paying attention and something dropped on the ground as the curtains were closed. Third show, almost perfect. One scene change was kinda slow, doesn't matter too much, but we will make it perfect, and well, one of the new techs was left on stage as the curtain opened. Only a few people saw him from what I understand. (His name shall remain out, for the sake of his embarassment.) Actually he wouldn't be embarassed, I just like being an ass.
So, yeah, anyway, other then that, I really don't know what's going on. I am soo fucking tired though, seriously. I mean, its like, god, I want to sleep.
Oh shit! The wedding I was in. Can you believe it, I was in a purple dress, and I was wearing makeup, not to mention a necklace. It was so horrible, no one whould shut up about it. I guess I will post one of the pictures up when my aunt gives them to me. Ok? Will that suffice all of my friends for a while?
I do have a question though, I was actually debating wearing one of my dresses to school, nothing really fancy, just a random dress I found in my closet that still fits, weird huh? I actually think my mom went out and bought it for me, in hopes I would wear it. So, my question to all of you is, should I? I really haven't decided if I am going to yet or not, and I can't say the answers posted will actually make me decide, I was just wondering what the concensus was if I were to wear a dress. Slol! Oh, and to make all of you happy who hate seeing me where black, it's not black, its actually this off green/beige color, It's pretty, don't get me wrong, but the color's are more earth toned then anything.
So continuing on... I really guess, right now, I am just gonna rant about random stuff, oh like the color guard competetion that I was apart of, but I heard all about. I still support the guard, and love almost everyone on it, there are a few people I am not too fond of, but oh well, I can tolerate people pretty well.
-So it turns out the color gaurd took second over all at the first comeptition, and the routine looked pretty cool when they did it in front of the school! But at the latest one they took ninth, which, to tell the truth, I think is a loud of bullshit. At least, for the reasons I have heard why. Some gay crap about "equipment handling" and one person. I won't say their name, but they were doing the part she messed up on while I was in color guard.
*I will be back!
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Heather D Alley's Aliases
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Your movie star name: Chocolate Frank
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Your fashion designer name is Heather Venice
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Your socialite name is Little Chick Venice
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Your fly girl / guy name is H All
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Your detective name is Snake Glencoe
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Your barfly name is Ice Cream Bar Peaches And Cream
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Your soap opera name is D 10th Ave
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Your rock star name is Hershey\'s Dark Chocolate Cheetah
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Your star wars name is Hearoc Alland
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Your punk rock band name is The Tired Red Pen
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So I really don't have anything to say, I am just updating this for the hell of it. I really don't know what to type, so I am gonna have random quiz results on here again!
Britt-You're three people in this one!!! Lol!!!
I'm done now... Yeah... one more thing...
April 1st begins the Play... 42nd Street.... come see it everyone!
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Circle I Limbo George Bush
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind The Pope
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Rednecks
Circle IV Rolling Weights The New York Yankees
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx Yasser Arafat
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Alyse Jamison
Circle VII Burning Sands Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Heather
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Yes... another escape from my crazy ass family...
**Dances With Quinn**
And Kris broke up with Dev... good or bad? Who knows... sometimes
Hi heather you can edit/finish your entry later but for now I am taking over since you are gone MUWAHAHAHAHAAAAA *cough hack wheez* lordy how do evil people laugh like that for so long? Love you buddie!
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Thursday, March 17th, 2005
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I don't know what I am doing, besides debating a lot of crap over in my head. Well... at least some of you know what I am talking about, if you don't well... then I am sorry. Anyway, yeah.... I AM A TECHIE.... I love it soo much. It is sooo much fun. My mom was kinda upset today though, we didn't finish till nine thirty, and then I went out and bought the Techs doghnuts for tomorrow... Now, don't you all wish you were techs... WELL YOU SHOULD HAVE SIGNED UP FOR IT EARLY IN THE YEAR!!!!
So yeah, I am gonna be a tech in the ONe acts too, can you tell? I like it soo much better then acting, plus the fact that I can't act, that might have something to do with it.
Anyway, I am talking to lie four people, so I will continue later... buh bye
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Ok, figured some of you have never seen me pissed off, well, now's you chance.
Second day in a row that I was supposed to go to the Book Store, but no, first, yesterday, my brother blows the clutch out of his car. And today, my mom's battery dies. Why the fuck is my day going like shit. First one of my friends was pissed this morning, and now this. GOD, WHY DO YOU HATE ME??? WHAT THE FUCK DID I EVER DO TO YOU???
This gives me more of a fucking reason to right the book I am working on. Sorry for all of my religion biding friends, but I am having the worst of luck, and for some reason I feel like someone, somewhere hates me. You know what I mean?
I guess there is one good thing that I can see from all of this shit, JACK'S BACK!!! I finally get someone as crazy as I am to talk to.
Oh, and yeah, the shrink at the school, if a fucking retard. I mean, my god, what the hell did she expect us to do(color guard members, you will know what the hell I am talking about) why the hell would any of us ignore Jack. I mean, she was so open about telling me what happened, and its not like she really cares, you know. Anyway, I guess you just have to understand Jack to get why the hell she does the things she does. Its pretty cool, and I am really happy to have her back, sucks though, about her and Mark. That's a bit depressing, you know? Hmm, I am sure their relationship will be okay... you know?
Anyway, my mom made me leave Tech early, pissed me off more this and shit. Yeah, that was when she was going to take me to the Book Store, that went over well. We were waiting in the parking lot of Subway for twenty minutes before we could get her car started. And she wonders why the hell I am pissed off. I mean, come on, second day in a row I was promised to be able to go to the book store, and what happens, I GET SCREWED... AGAIN!!!!
So, other then that, I had my big bowling tournament. That went well, I guess. I at least got to bowl with this really hot guy. I at least knew him. And I bowled against another hot guy, he was really nice. It was cool to get away from Hillsboro for three days.
Well, I'm gonna go... probably stab my bed a few times.
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Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
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Well, I am actually kind of sad today, mainly because the fricken councilor yesterday didn't help much, go figure, when do they ever. Oh well, most of you know what its about, so, no need to rant on that.
Um... yeah, if you want details on the whole thing, at least why I am depressed, I won't give you exacct details, but yeah, you can figure things out. I will just mention to you what's going on in my head. God, too much crap is going on at the moment, so yeah, too much to type too. Thanks... lol!
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I don't know what else to do, I am so fricken bored....
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So yeah, I really have nothing to say, I am just updating this for the sake of doing so. Oh, by the way Carl, YOU ARE EVIL!!!! I have been contemplating in my head all weekend of what I am supposed to do now, and it is all your fault. Although, ytou are probably the only one who knows what the hell I am talking about, maybe you don't, oh well. If you don't I am proud for confusing you and it serves you right.
Anyway, yeah, past my little disturbance there... umm...
My AP test in sometime in may, thankfully, I don't think it is on my Birthday. My mo mgets her taxes back early and I will finally get my car, and probably my lisence. Yeah... GO ME!!!! Then I might get a job, and low and behold, guess what, Heather get's money... Moola... I can't wait. Other then that, I really have nothing to say... so yeah...
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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
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 | You scored as Winter. You are WINTER. You're more introspective, thinking deeply, feeling deeply. You love nothing better than to enjoy one on one time with those who are important to you. You are cautious, and sometimes second guess yourself. Dreams, though you have them, are a luxury, because life is not a plaything.
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I luve this... isn't it pretty???
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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
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 | You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up.
Peter Pan | | 81% | Goofy | | 56% | Donald Duck | | 50% | Cruella De Ville | | 50% | Ariel | | 44% | Sleeping Beauty | | 44% | The Beast | | 31% | Pinocchio | | 25% | Snow White | | 25% | Cinderella | | 19% | </td>
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 | You scored as The Phantom. You are the Phantom. You are extremely brilliant and charismatic, yet your appearance prohibits you from living a normal life. Instead, you hide from others and keep to yourself. In some ways, you hate yourself, yet that hate turns to contempt towards all who have shunned you. Some day, you will find your true love. Hopefully, he/she can look past your appearance and see that your soul is truly good.
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 | You scored as True Vampire. You have the mind set to be a true vampire, but do you have the soul?
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| You scored as Jack Skellington. Your, a good person who just wants a change in your life. Be careful though your actions may not be well thought out
Jack Skellington | | 74% | Lock | | 60% | Sally | | 53% | Oggie Boogie | | 53% | Dr. Finklestein | | 47% | Barrel | | 47% | Shock | | 47% | Zero | | 33% | Mayor | | 27% | Santa Claus | | 20% | </td>
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| You scored as already evil. You're not riding on the brink of evil- you're already there. That's okay, being bad feels pretty good.
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 | You scored as Dareigeo, Demon of Rage and Death. You are Dareigeo, Demon of Rage and Death. You are a demon who will kill your victims in the most violent and gruesome methods ever imagined. You like to rip off your prey's body parts and inflict excruciating pain, but only to let them die slowly while you enjoy every second of their misery.
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All right, I guess I am done for a while!
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I do have the utmost sympathy for all of you who are at school right, now, because, as you could guess, I AM NOT!!!
I am working on book two of a series I started a while ago, MAN I REALLY NEED TO FIND AN AGENT!!!!
So anyway, I cleaned my room today, and, I am getting ready for DISNEY TOMORROW!!! While listening to Phantom of the Opera, of course, who couldn't guess that one!
Truthfully I am also debating if I am to take the laptop with me to Disney or not... mainly because it is going to be really rainy... go figure, the one time I get to go, they are gonna close everything!!!
Oh well, anyway, yeah, I have a question for color gaurd people, so if you could answer me, I will be on later...
Do we have practice today? If we do, isn't it only till like five? I await to know, k... thanks.
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Sunday, February 20th, 2005
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| Time: | 4:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  What else is new?. | | Music: | Indianna Jones. |
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Right now I am waiting for the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory trailer to load because I want to show it to my mom! She wants to see an Oompa Loompa. Don't ask, my mom was obsessed with the original one so...
And my brotehr and mother and arguing about Indiana Jones, worse yet, they argue about the same thing everytime they watch it. So.. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT MY MOM IS RIGHT??? That's how it always ends up anyway... I mean, come on.
Another bowlig tournamnet was today, I placed seventh, meh, oh well, no finals, but hey, I got to come home early. I think while I wait now, I am going to get me something to eat... Lol!!!
Have fun everyone!!!
Heather
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Huh!!! *Sigh*.
boo.
Go figure!!!.
