Current mood:	I could be better!
Current music:	Hercuels Sound Track-I won't say Im in Love

dun dun dun...
so i have been dating this ghuy for a week, and i think he wants to break up with me... oh well... i really couldn't care less, as long as we stay friends. so, i am listening to won't of my favorite songs, "I won't say I'm in love" from the Hercules sound track. yeah, don't ask, i just like disney movies.

What's going on?

Well, most of my friends graduated as of yesterday. :( I still have all my junior friends that will graduate with me next year... i just want to say that i love everyone who graduated and hope you had fun at Kristi's house or the all night gradparty, and for all of my friends who are going camping with us, i don't know if I can do it over the weekend, but as I talked to quinn, and she said we might do it during the week. which would work a lot better for me. if you want to talk about it more, call my house phone, we can talk.
So today I am compltely bored, everyone has something their doing, but me. i can't stand it. tomoroow, though, who knows. I wanted to spend the night at someones house tonight, but it looks like that isn't gonna happen unless I head over to rebecca's, but i wouldn't get over there until like ten thirty, and then her mom would be like, "no, not unless you can come earlier." I'm like, my god, MY HOUSE IS FRICKEN BORING!
I think I am just gonna work on one ofmy book until I have to go babysit. That sounds like a plan.

Anyway, back to my boyfriend:
He sends me a message, either yesterday or today, saying that he wants to talk. His best friend won't tell me what about. And here's the thing, he's gone to idaho for two weeks. so, when do you think the perfect time is for him to break up with me, when i can't kill him. What makes him think that this won't make me want to kill him when he gets back, this ic cowardiss... i should have seen this coming... oh well, here's what i have to say, FUCK DATING!!! I HATE THE WHOLE CONCEPT!!!

SO yeah, my day isn't going that great right now. but, i guess there is something that is going my way, i downloaded a whole bunch of songs i have been wanting for a long time. that makes me happy. and yes, i am screwing grammer and puncutations right now, mainly becuase i think they are lame, and fucking gay when i am pissed off. i just want to go outside and toss my sabre. i think I shall actually.

So, yeah, something else. I hae to thank TYSSA... for something. She taught me how to use charcoal, and now, i can't help but have fun when I turn to my art book. i mean, yeah, I have always thought artr was fun, but when it comes to my charcoal works, i can't help but like getting dirty and watching my hands go from clean, to turning completely black. its so much fun.

If you all want to know what song I am listening to, here's the lyrics... BTW... I feel like meg right now, so yeah, you guys can tell how I feel.

I Won't Say (I'm in Love) Lyrics

[Meg:]
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!

[Muses:] Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of

[Meg:]
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh

[Meg:]
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh

[Muses:]
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

[Meg:]
No chance, now way
I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love

[Meg:]
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love

[Muses:]
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love

[Meg:]
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it

[Muses:]
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love

[Meg:]
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love

And yeah, so Im done... if you wanna to talk, you know how to get a hold of me, comment if you'd like, i would like feed back.